Workers day

I've always been a lazy girl, living in a world of dreams, my own world, not really fit for this one.
I am not the proactive type. I make plans, I am intelligent, but I can not make myself get to act according to my plans and ideas.
I actually am surprised I managed to handle my life so far, and managed so that I don't have to endure financial problems. I am not a crazy spender, either, but I like having things I need.
To celebrate workers day, for me is like an irony. I don't feel I deserve having a day like this. I feel like getting praises for a project I did not work on or like getting an A+ for a paper I cheated on.